Crap is that blood?
FRICK, please don't be blood.
Maybe it's implantation bleeding?
Ok definitely a period...
*quietly cries in the bathroom*
*quietly SOBS in the bathroom"
But what went wrong?
I knew I shouldn't have worked out so many time this week! I should have just rested. Next time if I even sort of think I am pregnant I will NOT be working out for at least 3 weeks.
Or maybe we didn't have enough sex?
Or maybe we should track my ovulation better?
Or maybe.. oh gosh I don't know. I am just so sad.
I'm sad but I am not defeated.
No of course not. I trust God's timing. That is what I am supposed to do. It's what I want to do. Why does it feel like its the only thing I CAN'T do. And yet I do....
So I'll keep saying that until I believe it. I can trust Him and still cry about this right?
This sucks. We haven't been trying all that long, so why am I so bummed?
Pull yourself together there are girls out there who don't even have uteruses! There are women who've been trying for YEARS with not even one pregnancy. AND YOU HAVE A BABY so stop it.
Why is that as soon as you start TRYING to have a baby you can't stop thinking about it.